Torrid haul
May 30, 2018
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yes I am back with a torrid halt I'm so
excited to show you what I got it was a
a very long process to wait for these
items to get in though that's the only
thing I hate about shopping online is
the fact that you got to wait fun to
come in instead of being able to just
you know enjoy it when you get it from
the store so my atoms came in though so
I ran down to the mall yesterday and
picked them up and oh my gosh I'm in
heaven
oh sorry forgot I was on camera anyways
okay so enough enough enough I when I
went on toward this time I I was told by
a couple of people Amy why don't you
wear your fun colorful
items that you used to wear all the time
I noticed that you wear a lot of black
how ironic I'm wearing black black on
black um and so I was like you know it's
true I had lease punked up my like my
clothes and a long time like I don't
know I don't know why I just haven't
done it but anywho so as I was going
through all of my stuff I was really
looking at like colors the way things
would fall on me differently and kind of
getting to that process of not caring
what others think or see about me but
carrying what I fill and if I like it
that should be all that matters it
shouldn't matter like what somebody else
thinks or what somebody else is gonna
say about it
and I always normally normally every
time I go to leave the house I will
always stop at my long body mirror
in the garage of all places and I will
turn sideways and see if any of my junks
hanging out you know my stomach um and
then it's gonna lay flatter and it's
like Who am I trying to please here am I
trying to please a stranger or am I
trying to please myself and so as I kept
asking myself this question over and
over and over who am i pleasing I
started to really think about I was like
yeah you know what I'm not pleasing
anybody but myself like and maybe my
husband well yes my husband but he's
always flat and like saying Amy you're
so beautiful why does it matter it
doesn't matter what other people think I
love you and that's all that matters and
I'm like yeah that's true but and that
but always seems to get me in my
troubles
that's always what comes in my brain but
I should have but written across my
forehead um but I think about it and I'm
like well yeah but you know I'm gonna
get the stares I might get us you know a
a whisper from somebody like oh she is
oh my god she should wear a longer shirt
to hide that and it's like okay but my
belly is my belly it's gonna be there no
matter what it's not going anywhere not
anytime soon and I have learned to and I
am learning to embrace my stomach and my
body for who it is and for what it is
and it will change when it's time to
change like until then I have to love
what I have and so I as I was really
looking at the clothes this time on my
shopping haul it really spoke to me
though those words really spoke to me
that I have to embrace me and what I
want and what I like so I was always
looking through the shirts I was like oh
I really like that but is it gonna cover
my stomach and then I was like Amy what
are you talking about like why are you
allowing that to even cross your mind I
was like no you know what I like that
click and I put it in my cart and click
I purchased it and now I get to show it
to you guys so I am going to get
everything pulled up and ready to go and
then I'm thinking yeah I'll show you the
items the best I can sitting down
because there's a
and then I'm going to come back on but
I'll do a like a try on haul with it so
I can show you how it looks when it's
lit on an actual person not a mannequin
not a supermodel but a real person how
it's gonna really lay on somebody at the
size that most sizes should show so any
hoop without further ado let me get into
showing you the clock okay so the first
one that I have is I'm wearing a jean
jacket with the really pretty maxi that
I told you the price was 79 yes
79 38 for the maxi it's a size six the
jean jacket is 58 90 it's also a size
six and a back up and shoe yeah look how
pretty that is it does have a tie in the
back it's really pretty the jean jacket
just makes for a really good look I'm
I'm in love I could not be more happier
with the style it flows so anyways yes I
love this look okay so here we have
another summer dress this one I paid 74
94 it is long it flows beautifully I
paired it with a jean jacket because in
those cool evenings through the summer
to throw on a jean jacket with it just
looks so cute you could pretty much wear
it anywhere for any occasion
here is my last dress that I have for
this haul this one was 78 90 it's not a
very stretchy material but it's very
flowing and very comfortable long it
does have like a JA string in the center
to separate the bust from the bottom
part I also put the jean jacket on with
this dress as well I just think the jean
jacket can make such a good statement
with any dress really but again for
another nice summer dress on a cold
evening this is just so cute
so here we have a cardigan the cami that
I have underneath I payed 2294 it's
black but the cover-up that I'm wearing
it is a bathing suit cover-up actually
but you would never know it if you were
just to be looking at it it is so thin
and so comfortable and it's just cute
for any occasion actually you could
dress it up any which way you wanted and
wear it out on the town or to a party
okay same pretty much clothes ideas the
Kami is the same cami I wore for the
other one but the shirt that I got it is
4890 and for that one it's also a
bathing suit cover-up and I absolutely
love it it is so thin but yet so
comfortable and yeah like I was telling
you at the beginning I have to embrace
everything that comes with my body and
my stomach is part of it
so yes you can see my stomach but you
know what who cares I love it and the
outfit is amazing
okay here again we have another bathing
suit cover-up worn as a cardigan I guess
you could call it this one is 60 190
very very very comfortable it's very
stretchy you could wear it anywhere
again you can spice it up with a
necklace or wear it down however you
want to wear it this type of a cardigan
cover-up is so cute but yet so
comfortable
this is the last of the cover-ups that I
have this one was 54 90 this one I have
a black cami underneath it's not really
see-through but I still thought that it
was needed this is so comfortable it is
stretchy and you could just wear it
around town if you have some nice blue
jeans you could wear it with that or you
could wear it with some capris or even
the like leggings like I have on this is
one of my most favorite outfits I could
not wait to try on so this is in the
active Department the pants were 5490
the jacket was 6890 and the bra was 40
to 90 it is the Minnie Mouse series so
the bra is all Minnie Mouse with red
bows on the back the pants have Minnie
Mouse and red stripes on it it comes
with a black jacket well it doesn't come
with it but you could buy it separately
and it is so comfortable yet so sporty I
am so excited
here is the bra that it comes with I
obviously cannot show you what it looks
like on me so I'm just giving you a
great idea of what it looks like isn't
that adorable with you I can
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